Thursday, October 28, 2004

I am freeziing

Because i am fasting
i feel very cold in work
all my limbs are numb while it is not pleasant
eventually tricks of the mind kick in
it good mind training to lock of the senses
and stop the search to satisfy bodily desires
for brief nano seconds you feel free of the world it is very exhilarting.

They say in islamic literature that when a person fast and they closer to the state of an angels.
Angels are servants of god with no base desires earthly or mental .They exist in a higher plane.

I think sometimes when a person fast and evetually get tired of their senses nagging them they just let go for a brief moment of everything .

I am not saying that become temporily like angels that is blaspemey.
But i wonder if it is a tiny tiny tiny insight of how it is to exist in a higher state.

May allah have mercy on me if i say anything that contradict my faith in islam.
All praise to allah the beneficent the mercyfull



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